this morning i went to see my lovely friends at the elim church in southville, was really good and my past view blogs fell into place and ive come up with a summary of them!
ok we are created to be creative, we need to be creative to meet the generation, when we meet the generation there will be a revival!
this means we have to try new things...as howard said we are always reluctant to new things in the church... but when someone offers us something new in replacement of somthing old we're more than accepting! when the organ was new in the church everyone was like nooo that would never work we cant have that... and now the band is here we are facing that senorio again with some people....
Sunday, 24 December 2006
Saturday, 23 December 2006
creative church?
ok ive proved i cant do html so i did it in paint! :)! a very wise man in the form of mr jamie hill has said:
ok so we're ment to be creative in what we do... wether its leading worship, kids work, leading church, youth work... you name it creativity is needed.
i know this is very hard! you've got back on a saturday night and think argghh i have to lead tomorrow! what am i going to do?!
well we can pray that god can inspire are creativity! as we are created by the creator to be creative...
ok so we're ment to be creative in what we do... wether its leading worship, kids work, leading church, youth work... you name it creativity is needed. i know this is very hard! you've got back on a saturday night and think argghh i have to lead tomorrow! what am i going to do?!
well we can pray that god can inspire are creativity! as we are created by the creator to be creative...
billy.... trying to put a godly aspect on it....
billy... for thoose of you who have met my amazing hamster billy, last night was a very sad time... at the moment only his family and godparent knows... he sadly died... *cries* he was having little hamster fits and gradually getting worse and worse till he couldnt move by himself.... was horrible!!! so much that i was told by billys own grandmother!! that the kindest way would be to suffercate him.... and after a while i believed her... but knowone could bring themselfs to do it....
he was the most AMAZING hamster ever!!! he was soooo friendly never bit anyone.. apart from mike cox.. but that doesnt count!
AND he could dance! it was a well trained skill! and i could talk to him and he'd always offer a sympathetic ear! always listening and atleast looking like he understood! im going to try and upload a picture of him to my page... soon hopefuly
urmm i cant realy find a godly aspect on it...
he was the most AMAZING hamster ever!!! he was soooo friendly never bit anyone.. apart from mike cox.. but that doesnt count!
AND he could dance! it was a well trained skill! and i could talk to him and he'd always offer a sympathetic ear! always listening and atleast looking like he understood! im going to try and upload a picture of him to my page... soon hopefuly
urmm i cant realy find a godly aspect on it...
Friday, 22 December 2006
takes two to chatt!
another thing i thought today about prayer and talking to god (oo note to self what you just remebered write in a min) is that it takes two to have a conversation!
most people look at prayer as a one way thing us talking to god! and most of us dont give time for god to talk back... that just got me thinking!
also what i rembered was what i was told my a very lovely but crazzy american lady called rachel! she titled it chatting to god!
the first thing she said to a room of 8-9 year olds and leaders was: "how many of you have ever told god a joke?" we all kinda went you what?!
she went on to make that point that god was your friend so you can talk to him like a friend! if your reading this i challenge you now to tell god a joke!
ok and like a friend you can chatt to god when ever you want where-ever you want! and even if you babble god wont say oi your not making any sence!
since hearing this off rachel ive tried chatting to god! its amazing! walking to school of whatever just talking chatting through what i had ahead of me or anything! i challeng YOU to start chatting to god caulse i dont want YOU to miss out!
most people look at prayer as a one way thing us talking to god! and most of us dont give time for god to talk back... that just got me thinking!
also what i rembered was what i was told my a very lovely but crazzy american lady called rachel! she titled it chatting to god!
the first thing she said to a room of 8-9 year olds and leaders was: "how many of you have ever told god a joke?" we all kinda went you what?!
she went on to make that point that god was your friend so you can talk to him like a friend! if your reading this i challenge you now to tell god a joke!
ok and like a friend you can chatt to god when ever you want where-ever you want! and even if you babble god wont say oi your not making any sence!
since hearing this off rachel ive tried chatting to god! its amazing! walking to school of whatever just talking chatting through what i had ahead of me or anything! i challeng YOU to start chatting to god caulse i dont want YOU to miss out!
Thursday, 21 December 2006
prayer
k im gonna try to not muck up the html in this post!
praying! what ive been thinking about today is:
how do we pray, like what do we say? prayers in churches are so structured and formed, but how would that work in a normal conversation? dont get me wrong im sure there right in the right situation, but isnt prayer ment to be a normal conversation? if i went up to my dad and said my piece then said in tims name amen... hes going to think ive lost it!
ok you've got to have respect for god, but talking to him normaly is a must. conversation is a must for any relationship to grow... its the same with god.
thats just whats been crossing my mind today!
praying! what ive been thinking about today is:
how do we pray, like what do we say? prayers in churches are so structured and formed, but how would that work in a normal conversation? dont get me wrong im sure there right in the right situation, but isnt prayer ment to be a normal conversation? if i went up to my dad and said my piece then said in tims name amen... hes going to think ive lost it!
ok you've got to have respect for god, but talking to him normaly is a must. conversation is a must for any relationship to grow... its the same with god.
thats just whats been crossing my mind today!
Wednesday, 20 December 2006
memories of 2006!!
these are the best things of 06! that spring to my head rite now!! hopefuly in order of when they happend!! so here we go! the pics come up weirdly in the preview! so il try and discribe them as i go!
1)School of worship jamie looking very happy! should be <<>
3) ruths in june!!! do have pics but ruth wud kill me!
4)sheldon also in june!!pic- me and mark leading worship!
5)NEWWINE!!!!! A and B in july/august!!! lots little pics together should be <
7)lauras!!! in october!!!should be under newwine A!!!
8) clothes show! but dont have pics
well i do but im running outa room!
i think that is about it for my highlights of 2006!!
1)School of worship jamie looking very happy! should be <<>3) ruths in june!!! do have pics but ruth wud kill me!
4)sheldon also in june!!pic- me and mark leading worship!
5)NEWWINE!!!!! A and B in july/august!!! lots little pics together should be <
7)lauras!!! in october!!!should be under newwine A!!!8) clothes show! but dont have pics
well i do but im running outa room!i think that is about it for my highlights of 2006!!
Tuesday, 19 December 2006
send revival!
theres so much talk at the minuit of a rising generation... a generation of revival! i was listening to crazily old newwine cd's and came across this:
Send rivival, Start with methis song is so amazingly relevant to my situation right now! but was written atleast 9years ago... also as a thought the bibles very relevant aswel and that was written like aggggggesss ago!!! so yea i fort id just share that with you!
Matt Redman
We're looking to Your promise of old
That if we pray and humble ourselves
You will come and heal our land
You will come
You will come
We're looking to the promise You made
That if we turn and look to Your face
You will come and heal our land
You will come
You will come to us
Lord, send revival, start with me
For I am one of unclean lips
And my eyes have seen the King
Your glory I have glimpsed
Send revival, start with me
Monday, 18 December 2006
meme
ok this is like tag! i have to write five things people dont know about me and pass it on to 5 other people... i was meme-d by david keen! so here goes 5 things!
1) i just got the top of my ear pierced and get this I DIDNT HURT!! :)!! and school havent noticed... yet!!
2) so many different things have changed my life around in the last 2years! going from wanting to be a music teacher(what was i thinking!!!!!!!) to coming down to earth a bit more and praying alot more!! and realising that, god doesnt want me 2 be a music teacher!!! and live for him 24/7 doing his work! -as yet not entirely sure what that is!!
3) i went to school of worship last year! in cheltnam with mr jamie hill! was totaly awesome! and now trained in worship leading! bet u didnt know that!!
4)my parents dont know that i use this.... so if you are my parent sorry and i am being very safe :)
5) before the summer my life was such a mess!!! SERIOUSLY!! punching walls till my hands were bruised and hurt was a regular occurrence! and when i went to talk to people close i was blanked... but after an amazing time of ministry and just chilling in gods arms my life has bin totaly transformed!!!
i think thats 5 things! i have not decided on my 5 people yet so watch out it could be you!!!!
1) i just got the top of my ear pierced and get this I DIDNT HURT!! :)!! and school havent noticed... yet!!
2) so many different things have changed my life around in the last 2years! going from wanting to be a music teacher(what was i thinking!!!!!!!) to coming down to earth a bit more and praying alot more!! and realising that, god doesnt want me 2 be a music teacher!!! and live for him 24/7 doing his work! -as yet not entirely sure what that is!!
3) i went to school of worship last year! in cheltnam with mr jamie hill! was totaly awesome! and now trained in worship leading! bet u didnt know that!!
4)my parents dont know that i use this.... so if you are my parent sorry and i am being very safe :)
5) before the summer my life was such a mess!!! SERIOUSLY!! punching walls till my hands were bruised and hurt was a regular occurrence! and when i went to talk to people close i was blanked... but after an amazing time of ministry and just chilling in gods arms my life has bin totaly transformed!!!
i think thats 5 things! i have not decided on my 5 people yet so watch out it could be you!!!!
Sunday, 17 December 2006
a place of peace....
sitting watching a candle glow, everyone around me thinking and praying about this christmas season. a place of peace. but then i think why am i distracted... theres so much going on everywhere in my life im constantly distracted from everything. but in my distraction im desperate, desperate for that place of peace i cant find.
im not going to go into all that going on at the moment caulse if you know me you should know. but none of its in my control, its in the control of my creator so why is it making me so miserable?
you hear stuff on tv about peoples lives that get totaly ripped apart and changed, and wonder what it feels like, but when you feel it for realy you wished you never wondered.
no matter how many times you put on the smiley "nothings wrong" face and go out pretending, it wont go away. i wish i could open up 2 people face to face, but instead i pour it all out on the computer, for worry of what certain close people in my world would think of me, do to me, or treat me different because of what i say. theres still a risk of them seeing it on here, but if they read what i've written they will be upset, and i think i've already upset them enough in this life already.
trying to keep a straight face as i write this, but then the emotions build up and take over, i feel my eyes filling up and think no i cant cry ive got to be strong. if i cry i'll upset the people around me.
i still find it weird how i can sit here and pour my emotions out into a computer when i wouldnt have the faintest idea on how to speak what ive written!
im not going to go into all that going on at the moment caulse if you know me you should know. but none of its in my control, its in the control of my creator so why is it making me so miserable?
you hear stuff on tv about peoples lives that get totaly ripped apart and changed, and wonder what it feels like, but when you feel it for realy you wished you never wondered.
no matter how many times you put on the smiley "nothings wrong" face and go out pretending, it wont go away. i wish i could open up 2 people face to face, but instead i pour it all out on the computer, for worry of what certain close people in my world would think of me, do to me, or treat me different because of what i say. theres still a risk of them seeing it on here, but if they read what i've written they will be upset, and i think i've already upset them enough in this life already.
trying to keep a straight face as i write this, but then the emotions build up and take over, i feel my eyes filling up and think no i cant cry ive got to be strong. if i cry i'll upset the people around me.
i still find it weird how i can sit here and pour my emotions out into a computer when i wouldnt have the faintest idea on how to speak what ive written!
Thursday, 14 December 2006
mini mozart !!!
k i was looking round my music class today and there are soooo many talented people in there!!! like seriously good! (im trying not to write in short cause some people dont understand lolz!!)-dam! anyways! like realllyy amazing!!! stupidly high grades and yeah its amazing...
but its sooo depressing like why am i not as good as them?! but then after been depressed and bored for most of the hour thought hey gods given me this gift so even if i think im rubbish compared to the mini mozarts in my class, god dosent!
what i also thought in my depressing inspirational music hour was that majorty of people in my music class do grade with royal school of music, so are pretty much classicaly trained... this isnt a bad thing i guess but thinking that im over half way through my classical music training before i become grade8 mini mozart is a horrible feeling!!! do i wanna be a freaky classical music weirdo (soz) or what?! bt ive just been distracted by my tea and cant remeber my point! if i remember i'll post it!
but its sooo depressing like why am i not as good as them?! but then after been depressed and bored for most of the hour thought hey gods given me this gift so even if i think im rubbish compared to the mini mozarts in my class, god dosent!
what i also thought in my depressing inspirational music hour was that majorty of people in my music class do grade with royal school of music, so are pretty much classicaly trained... this isnt a bad thing i guess but thinking that im over half way through my classical music training before i become grade8 mini mozart is a horrible feeling!!! do i wanna be a freaky classical music weirdo (soz) or what?! bt ive just been distracted by my tea and cant remeber my point! if i remember i'll post it!
Wednesday, 13 December 2006
misconception of my misconception!
29th chapter are not chavs they talk about god loving gangsters and bad boys ok!
lolz! but wht i sed stil applyed wht do we assume god looks lyk?!
lolz! but wht i sed stil applyed wht do we assume god looks lyk?!
as its on every other blog of mine i thought id put it on here!
k this is a rap that me and my friend wrote in the summer, just after a particularly hard time thn being realised through god... i may need to leave a future comment about tht....
wen we luk into our lives an try 2 find the vibe of the music tht we listen 2 an all we need 2 do is luk up at u kus lord u make it better but we dont save till later
all the bad times ur there by ma side everyday all the way, u listen 2 me pray, lord take this hurt and pain away Amen till the day you come again Amen
4 kingdoms coming i can hear the drumming of ur angels its the sounds of peace an love lyk the sign of the the dove
from above came your love to comfort us, your here, yeh today in every way
all the peace that you bring let r singin ring to the god of all name above all all ova names your worthy of all are praise
I thank you for the blood tht u’ve given tht keeps us I this rhythm GO! This is wht we do
P: praise is wut we do
R:raise it up 2 u
A:askin 4 forgivness
I:inviting ur tenderness
S: saving all out souls
E: askin 4 forgivness frm the god of souls
28/8/06 owen & rosie wooo!!!
i wrote the purple... im quiet proud! and can neva thank owen enough 4 helpin me writting it! ur awesome mate!!! bt yea leave me comment on what u fink!!!
Tuesday, 12 December 2006
misconception?! god loves the chav
Is it a crime for me to walk these streets? Dressed in these clothes and feeling these beats? Must you presume criminal things of me? Because the outside appearance is all you can see? (Open your eyes!) And is it wrong for me to enter God’s house With my cap and baggy jeans looking gangsta’d out? Must you presume criminal things of me? Because the outside appearance is all you can see? (Open your eyes!)
29th chapter lyrics got me thinking k u see a "chav" and what do u fink? does it matter what the outside looks like?! what they wear? the music there in to?! god stil loves them as much as he loves u! do u fink god cares about what u wear 2 church?! what do we assume criminals look like? what do we assume god looks like?!
Sunday, 10 December 2006
angels
i fort id try nd leave a post everyday and try and link it 2 sum godly meaning... if i can! or just generaly rant!!
this morning we had an angels service.. that got me thinking ok i believe in angels.. bt how do i picture them?
or i i saw an angel how would i know it was 1?
i can remeber people prayin 4 gardian angels to protect them... bt can u see them feel them or wht? i dno it just got me thinking...
ALSO!
i was thinking this week about what someone sed to me about wen u die and ur life bin re-played in front of u... i dno about u but im quiet scared about that thought!!! so i fort id ask my youth leader weva it has any biblical reference... i shud find out 2nite!
bt imagin that ur wholle life! all the moments that you look back on and fink ARGH why did i do that?! or why didnt i do that?! wil al be infrount of you and the worlds No.1 man! -slightly embarrising and humiliating at first thought... bt then (writing as i think) god see's everything anyway so hes already seen it... so should we try to do things the way we want it to be re-played in heaven? so its not embarrising or humiliating the 1st time round... hmmm
this morning we had an angels service.. that got me thinking ok i believe in angels.. bt how do i picture them?
or i i saw an angel how would i know it was 1?
i can remeber people prayin 4 gardian angels to protect them... bt can u see them feel them or wht? i dno it just got me thinking...
ALSO!
i was thinking this week about what someone sed to me about wen u die and ur life bin re-played in front of u... i dno about u but im quiet scared about that thought!!! so i fort id ask my youth leader weva it has any biblical reference... i shud find out 2nite!
bt imagin that ur wholle life! all the moments that you look back on and fink ARGH why did i do that?! or why didnt i do that?! wil al be infrount of you and the worlds No.1 man! -slightly embarrising and humiliating at first thought... bt then (writing as i think) god see's everything anyway so hes already seen it... so should we try to do things the way we want it to be re-played in heaven? so its not embarrising or humiliating the 1st time round... hmmm
Saturday, 9 December 2006
X factor...
k so bens gone... the best in the whole series in my personal opinion!
bt is it a talent contest or a fight for fame?!
who remebers ashley?! i fink he went out in week4?!
well i saw him live this week so any1 whos got this far is gonna have a pop star career!
surely that defeats the point of the show?!
( i have just noticed how much i have use ?! so im gona try and stop!)
what are these people gonna do with there fame? by monday ben wil b in papers and magazines as it is nolonger and "leona-ben final"
bt is it a talent contest or a fight for fame?!
who remebers ashley?! i fink he went out in week4?!
well i saw him live this week so any1 whos got this far is gonna have a pop star career!
surely that defeats the point of the show?!
( i have just noticed how much i have use ?! so im gona try and stop!)
what are these people gonna do with there fame? by monday ben wil b in papers and magazines as it is nolonger and "leona-ben final"
Clothes show live
k on wednesday i went to the clothes show live in Bham at the NEC it was awesome, there were celebs, shopping bargins and i went wiv my friends! what more could i ask for... but when the day was over and i was surrounded by designer shopping bags it got me thinking... y do we need designer lables... dnt get me wrong i love my £45 discounted casandra boots, but i wud neva pay £45 for thm! if they wernt reduced i wud hav settled wiv shoe zone! bt what does god think of designer labels?!
i kinda felt bad surrounded my the bags... what kinda of people wud have made my new items?! were they made in a sweatshop or just factory in the uk....
but at the show there where people who live to shop... one store's bag had "move out the way im shopping on it" so what do i live for? if i was asked i wud say i live for god bt then wud i say "move out the way im living for god"? im thinking not... bt y wudnt i?
i got a free sugar magazine and generaly ive made it a rule over the last year not to get those magazines as there full of put downs and gossip about people, flicking through the glossy pages how much did i realy care about a certain celeb whos gained som weight?! and why did i need to know?! but soo many people have read that mag! how many peoples brains have been poisend with the rubbish?!
so i wanna leave u with a thought thats been bovering me what are you living for? and what would ur shopping bag say?
leave me comments to let me know what you think
i kinda felt bad surrounded my the bags... what kinda of people wud have made my new items?! were they made in a sweatshop or just factory in the uk....
but at the show there where people who live to shop... one store's bag had "move out the way im shopping on it" so what do i live for? if i was asked i wud say i live for god bt then wud i say "move out the way im living for god"? im thinking not... bt y wudnt i?
i got a free sugar magazine and generaly ive made it a rule over the last year not to get those magazines as there full of put downs and gossip about people, flicking through the glossy pages how much did i realy care about a certain celeb whos gained som weight?! and why did i need to know?! but soo many people have read that mag! how many peoples brains have been poisend with the rubbish?!
so i wanna leave u with a thought thats been bovering me what are you living for? and what would ur shopping bag say?
leave me comments to let me know what you think
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