right...

i am actually going to try and write something that might be of some interest to someone... maybe!!!
and if you actually do read this comment me because I'm sure no one does! =]!

a year or so ago i was talking to someone about how amazing christian people always have something that went dramatically wrong in there lives somewhere along the line, and have come through it amazingly and are now really holy and wow.!

i was moaning that how come the people who have had nothing majorly bad happen to them seem to get left behind in the average christian pile... they laughed and said i should consider myself lucky that i hadn't been through any major "life screw up" event and it passed.

Well!
the last year has bin extremely hard/interesting/painful/ridiculous/messy and any word you could add to mucking up your life in a year!
time...when all the rubbish just exploded and funnily enough in all the areas i thought great Gods given up and made me think but worse of all it was all covered over and no one knew what was going on.... until kinda JulyI'm obviously not important why don't i just disappear and no one would care or notice.
extreme i know!
but God was amazing and everything was sorted in the most odd/weird/wonderful/scary/amazing way.... and in a way that didn't seem possible before.... id dreamt of the day the nightmare would end.... and it did! was amazing....

and it doesn't make you holy and wow to have been through rubbish it makes you appreciate what God is more.... and hes given so much to you its what you give back that makes "average" Christians look on and say wow.

But the experience i have now is unique but how do i use it? how can i help people who are where i was... i don't know... something to think about!

any ideas comment me!!
comment me anyways
!

time for a update!

well well well!
i have no idea what i am going to write in this blog... but as i havent done anything since august ive bin told i should write one!

im liking the look of adding a video but im wondering if i have any of any interest to anyone!

yes that is the best ive come up with! it was a wikkid talk about climate change and how if one person does a little it makes a little explosion! (1 mento) and if lots of people do it it makes a big explosion! and thats what happened in the vid!

its taking absolutly forever to load up and im talking absolute rubbish!! any offers on somthing to natter on about?! hmm?

okay im giving up now! i will carry on thinking about somthing useful to write!

im back... not that anyone read it anyways!

im back... from newwine and soulsurvivor! wehayy!
had an awesome time... met some fabulous people and am feeling more firedup than ever for the next year =]!
just fort id share some of the best bits!

• i had a super cool group of 16 8 and 9 year olds! they were amazing! go blue11!
• PECs is all i need to say andy!
• Me and Laura being the most enthusiastic leaders.... mann !
• Splattings and Gungings yummy!
• "my father looks at me and says BOWCHICKA WOW WOW" gota love andy smith!
• major healing going on in rocksolid physical and emotional for the leaders and the kids...
  
• all the rocksolid team this year were amazing... loves them all muchly!!
• meeting bob at the uneducated vibe... (i wrote this so if you read this you can comment =]!)
• all the hard/bad bits that turned out amazing!!!!!!!
• the night in youth titled "revolutionary relationships" atleast i think it was that night!
• Venue2 ! nightlife haha!
• Colin the camel "the camel has spoken!"
  

that is just a quick glims of the summer... woow! i may add some pics underneath if im feeling clever!

Work experience!

well well well!

today has bin one of the most oddest days of my life!!
Today we helped a actual malawi bishop to move house... well load his container to take to malawi!
The first possesion to go on was his 4 by 4! a big one!!
and basically what they did was reverse it onto a tow-truck, then put the metal tracks to the back of the container that was probs bout 5 foot! of the ground... the tracks wernt attached to anything!!

the front tyers of the 4 by 4 got on the container... when on of the tracks wobbled nd went a bit weird (the 4 by 4 literally on both lorrys at a dodgey angle!!) then drove the 4 by 4 into the back of the container, no sooner had the last wheel got on the container the tracks fell off!

MY WORD! it was close!! and actual dodgey!!!!

and if it did go wrong, we were all stood practicaly under it!!

but it was ok!! and in 44days time it will be arriving in Malawi!!

fun fun fun! =]! i got a vid on my phone but the conection isnt working probery so ask me when you see me! or ask tony! his is probs better =]!

-x-roZi-x-

far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams!

Well! im back =]!

and fort i would try and share my wisdom that i have found in my new title of Pastor Rosie! =]!

Ephesians 3:20-21 (The Message)

20-21God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us.

Glory to God in the church!
Glory to God in the Messiah, in Jesus!
Glory down all the generations!
Glory through all millennia! Oh, yes!

i think that i sometime we forget just how incredible god is, and that we can do absolutly nothing without him, and that his plans are so amazing we cant even amagin them!! and i have an amazing imagination!!!
i just thought i would share that! =]!

-x-roZi-x-

i forgot.... sorry!

ok guys im sorry... i for got about you... well not you but about this...
oopss! =]!
im quiet excited as ive just realised i can listen to music propa loud on the tele nd hear it in here =] scooree!
i was going to say something good... but in true blogging style ive forgoten!!

o i know... im dead happy because ive only got 3 school days left till summer! woop woop woop!
dead excited gonna b wikid!!!

work experience
paris
newwine a nd b (yayyyy!!! sooo excited)
soulsurivor
beaching.... gonna be aceeeeee!!!

=]! oooerr the bills on!!
gota run!
xxxxxx

wel wel wel! its blogger!

wel well well!
havent been on here for a long time!!!!!
my life! how is every1 in the word of blogs??
hmm no1 hardly ever comes on here... a bit like me i guess! haha!
ermm i havent forgotten you... just spend alot more time in the wonderful words of myspace and bebo! haha! cuz im kool lyk dat! (and for anyone over 20ish!) that said because im cool like that! haha! gawddd i lov this thing! nyways (anyways)
im off!
-x-roZi-x-

Soulsurvivor!

these are just a few of many a video we took at soulsurvivor!

coin game!

this is a game at youth.... you have to place the coin as far behind you as poss... but u cnt touch the floor and must stay on the chair!
fun fun fun!

only another 5months!

i know most people at school agree with me! just wondered what YOU thought!

from january to july it is sooo miserable! and everyones unhappy... and life just generaly sucks... theres nothing to look forward to and its rubbish!
then july till christmas is busy busy busy and everyones happy and its all good! a

so what i was thinking is... how do we make the next 5months better... i couldnt think of anything apart from maybe making a time machine?!! any ideas??

time....

i havent put anything on here for quiet some time...
i dont realy know why... guess i havent really had anything to say...
probly as big brother is over so is my life....


haha!! im not that sad!! just though i'd see if you'd believe me!
but bigbrother is an amazing conversation topic!! the first group conversation at newwine was about big brother with the whole nicky "who is she?!!! who is she?!! wheeerrreee did you find here?!!" thing!

the first thing i talked to now one of my best friends about was big brother... i guess thats quiet sad.. but alot of people watch it... and this time round couldnt avoid hearing about it.

but imagin if the word of god was like big brother... the first topic of conversation with all your friends.... somthing people couldnt avoid hearing about... it would be pretty coool!

i wasnt intending to say tooo much about big brother but it appears ive said quiet alot!

what i wanted to say was about time! its constantly ticking! you've probly just waisted 2mins of it reading my big brother babble!
but at the moment time seems to be going sooooo quickly its scary!
in year7 my head teacher said in 5years time u'll be leaving and the time will fly by and everyone is like yea what ever you say sir! but he is sooooooo rite!! in a years time il be leaving school!!!!!
but the weeks are flying past! its madness! but imagin if you could freeze time and make tomorrow never come.... that would be sooo weird.... but yes... urmmm and how holidays seem to go sooooooooooo fast.... and when your in school it goes not slowly... but slower! its crazy! the whole worlds crazy!

big brother!

k fess up who watches big brother? and who do you think is going to win??

anyhows! as i was watchin bigbrother it accorded to me that the viewers are kinda like god!
you can see everything they do... like god can see everything we do... so is the world like a giant big brother house... and lio saya just committed suicide? because he got fed up with god (big brother?)

i did have a point to make but i cant remeber it! urmm yea.... what do you think?!

time....

time is such a funny thing... i realised today that in 11months exactly im going to be 16!!!! wooooo!!
but then i thought... 16years... wow thats like a reallyy long time!!!!!!
and sooo much has happend and decisions people have made generally for me has ended me up where i am now...
its actualy amazing!!
ok im going to give a short (hopefully) run through of my life!

• born in huntingdon cambrigeshire! lived on raf base witon
  
• david was born new house on the base
  
• moved to lincolnshire, raf scampton when i was 3? so new playschool!
• moved within scampton started primary school
• moved to amesbury raf -boscome down at the end of my reception year- new school! non of my family wanted to move... and hated the idea of leaving especcialy as i had just started school!
  
• my grandad(living in devon) became seriously ill... we were closer to him, and mum was able to travel down to see him much easier than it would have been if we were in lincoln!(funny conincedence!) my grandad died... but died knowing god.. just!
  
• then!! my mum got cancer! and it turned out are local hospital happend to be the best in the country at that time for her particular needs! (funny coincedence!) mum got better and all was good!
• we moved house again with in amesbury as dad left the raf and started workin at aerosystems in yeovil... some weird place in the middle of farms!
  
• i stayed at my prymary school im amesbury, but it wasnt very good, as my brother had learning dificulties... but no servere enough for are school to apply for proper help! after having a pretty nightmarish time myself with bulling and the like at the school!
  
• eventually in 2000 my parents decided it was best we moved to yeovil where dads job was! me and my brother started and new school! which gave him the proper help! (funny conincedence!)
  
• i started music lessons at this school, which is now a major part of my life!
  
• i was at that school from year4 to year6 the longest i'd ever stayed in 1school! i then started secondary school in yeovil which ive now been at for 4years! now the longest ive ever been at a school! its not bad... infact its amazing compared with what school i would be at if we stayed in amesbury! (funny conicedence!)
  
• since we have been in yeovil (nearly 8years!!!!-longest ever!!) my dad has lost his job and got another about 4 or 5 times!! but hes always found more work! (funny conicedence!)
• right now we are tryin to sell are house to down size (house no.8!) but its never been more obvious as a family we're ment to be in yeovil...
  

i dont think i could stand living in yeovil for another 8years, as it feels sooo weird to have lived in the same place for that long its boring!!,... it does somtimes drive me mad! and the lights of the big cities are calling... but all these funny conicedences i think just proves that god does have a plan... and even if at times its like why?! it is for the best...

i wouldn't of had it any other way!! even though most of my closest friends dont live in yeovil! i have amazing friends that live all over the uk! and have met soo many people and had soo many experiences that other people who have lived in the same place all there life havent had!
i dont think 16years ago anyone could have predicted my familys journey.... its amazing... but im only 15... and apparently the best is yet to come!

messy stuffffffffff.....

whoever says Christians are dull need to see these pictures from youth on sunday!!! and dont worry it came out the carpet! hehe and i just washed my hair aswell! tehee funny times!

Dont stop fill every pot!

ok! this mornings sermon( in a nut shell) was about the lady who had only and little bit of bread and oil left... and God made her have lots so her family could have food and live!

well... i think i missed the point totally! but what came back to me was a book i used to have with that story in it... and the catch phrase was
don't stop, fill every pot!
this made me think we are all like pots... ok everyone in the whole wide world is a pot!
and every pot has got to be filled with the glory of god to get to heaven.
the job of a Christian is to spread the good news(being the bread and oil) ... so don't stop fill every pot

maybe i did miss tony's point but i created my own! :)!

AND a challenge from david keen was to find as many biblical references in pirates of the Caribbean as i can! (following my slightly very odd dream of me being a pirate and taking on capt. jack on monks dale!) but anyways! i've come up with 2 so far:

• the pirates are searching for something to save there souls... jesus is the Saviour of out souls!
• Will is prepared to die for Elizabeth... (i thought of 2!) -we should be prepared to die for are faith... AND more importantly jesus died for all of us...

there the only 2 i've come up with so far!

dreams...

dreams! ok anyone who knows me will know i always have really weird dreams!!
they range from being at newwine in the summer... to being on The Bill and solving crimes... its weird!!!
but a few nights ago (keep forgetting to blog!!) had a reallyyyy interesting short dream!

i was in a random street talking to someone i knew and i told a lie... the first thing i did was get down on my knees and pray for forgiveness... the person i was with was like what are you doing you nutter! and my response in panick was this

" if im not forgiven i wont be saved... jesus is coming soon, make sure you're saved"

my imediate response was in fear or not being saved because i sinned... but in real life (not just rosies head!) we are going to be judged... and no one can say when that will be... are we always prepared?

maybe not kneeling down in the middle or yeovil and screaming in fear to God for forgiveness... but not thinking oh il wait till the confession on sunday and it'l all be fine...
what if Jesus came right now... where would you be going?

24/7

k before i start rambling on 24/7 means 24hours a day 7days a week! my primary school teacher thought it was a football score! hehe!

but yea... what just suddenly came to me... that may seem a bit dim... but no matter what happens the world keeps going... 24/7.

but gods love keeps going the whole time to... and no matter what gets thrown at you in those 24hours god will help you!
i had something really good to say and I've just hmmm.... as you can see Ive suddenly understood html! its amazing!!

ooo i know!

how BIG is the universe?
how small are we?

how small is 1 grain of sand compared to anything? tiny!
we're that small compared to the universe... and god still loves us... and cares for us individualy

have u ever tried to separate a grain of sand from another one??? i have ... its hard!!

how many grains of sand are there on weymouth beach? LOADS
but God still knows us all individual! AMAZING

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2007...

reflecting on whats happened in the last year... ups and downs... good times and bad... laughter and tears... it hasn't all gone the way i'd of liked it to... but im better for the way it went.

2007's another year ahead... 365days, each with 24 hours to fill... my challenge for this year is to look back at the end of each day and think what have i achieved today?

everyone says that they're so busy... they probably are, but we only get on average 70 years of 365days each! and a) we've got to use are time wisely doing kingdom work rather than earthy work.
b) make the most of the time here... whether its hard or easy.

whats God trying to say to the generation thats going into 2007?